Song of a Stupid Girl

You don't know how I feel.
You have no idea how I feel about you.
How your voice sounds to me,
What your smile does to my heart,
Why your sense of humor gets to me.

How you got me to wish
That I was holding your hand.
Hoping that you'd think me interesting
When you gave me a cold shoulder
To silently weep over.

I've dreamt of you
And thought of you
Wondering why you stepped into mind.
Why you watch me burn
A girl so lost in feelings she loathes.

If you knew
How you made my insides melt.
You'd probably smile
You got another one drooling.
Stupid girl doesn't have a chance.

You make me inadequate.
Putting me below your range of flight
Subjegating me to my knees
To stare upward at you towering above me.
Hating myself all the while.

I knew you were an illusion
One walking lie adorned in a nice package.
An Adonis for his time.
An exterior that made a man
Insides that make a mouse.

I fell for you quickly
Knowing that it wasn't love.
If it was then you would have taken all I had
And wasted it
Because you have little or none to give.


Make of me what you will
A weakling, an ugly little girl.
If you want to know why I still like you:
I guess thats just what happens
When one falls for a man who's not worth his salt